I sit around and moan about being alone. I sit at the local bar and whine about men not wanting older women. I get a sweet guy who wants my attentions, and I run from him? What the hell is wrong with me?
Well, I suppose that there was the element of the unknown that could have affected the actions I took. Maybe, I was afraid of the age difference, considering I was 14 when he was born? As you can tell, I'm stacking up the negative points that could go against the relationship. I suppose I want to know more about him, his background and the person in general? Who knows?
My sister says, that I want someone but then when I get the chance to have someone I don't. I believe it's the fear of commitment and loosing my freedom. I believe that I've been abused one time too many in my life and am afraid of having that happen again. Either way I ran away from what could have been, once again and here I sit .......ALONE!
Well, I suppose that there was the element of the unknown that could have affected the actions I took. Maybe, I was afraid of the age difference, considering I was 14 when he was born? As you can tell, I'm stacking up the negative points that could go against the relationship. I suppose I want to know more about him, his background and the person in general? Who knows?
My sister says, that I want someone but then when I get the chance to have someone I don't. I believe it's the fear of commitment and loosing my freedom. I believe that I've been abused one time too many in my life and am afraid of having that happen again. Either way I ran away from what could have been, once again and here I sit .......ALONE!
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