Today

Here I sit once again, like everyday recently.  I'm always alone, and needing to be around people.  At the same time I am okay with being alone, because it keeps me out of trouble or unwanted trauma.  I have a situation that is keeping me here for a few more days, and that's okay as well.  It's my fault for getting into this situation and so I will serve my time.  When you trust more that yourself, this is what can happen.  Loyalty is not in the younger generation's vocabulary.  They are strictly out for themselves and to hell with everyone else.  Even family members.  If you believe in family loyalty these days, you are in for a rude awakening.  So, that's a part of why I am here.  Stupidity on my part.  It's a lesson well learned, that I will try not to allow to happen again.