My Child

I got a call from one of my sons this morning.  It was nice to hear from him.  I haven't been able to talk to him in the last year or so, because of his situation.  Now that he has a cell phone, he will be able to keep in touch much better than before. 

Stuck

I was supposed to get out and go different places with my sister this morning, but at the last hour before she signed off last night, she decided not to do it.  Instead we will get moving around on Monday.  So, it's two days more to sit around this house and look at the four walls and my kitty.  She keeps me going with her crap, so I suppose I can handle 2 more days here.  I can get more cleaning done and the laundry needs to be finished.

Today

Here I sit once again, like everyday recently.  I'm always alone, and needing to be around people.  At the same time I am okay with being alone, because it keeps me out of trouble or unwanted trauma.  I have a situation that is keeping me here for a few more days, and that's okay as well.  It's my fault for getting into this situation and so I will serve my time.  When you trust more that yourself, this is what can happen.  Loyalty is not in the younger generation's vocabulary.  They are strictly out for themselves and to hell with everyone else.  Even family members.  If you believe in family loyalty these days, you are in for a rude awakening.  So, that's a part of why I am here.  Stupidity on my part.  It's a lesson well learned, that I will try not to allow to happen again.

America, Never Forget

Still

Here it is "Labor Day" and here I sit at the computer looking for something to do.  I once again am home alone, with only my thoughts and cat to entertain me.  She's in the front room sleeping after filling her stomach twice.  I've had my morning coffee, a few tidbits of food to sustain me and now am looking to wait out the rest of the day.  I put out some frozen meat to cook later this evening, and will marinate it in awhile, after it thaws.  The heat outside is starting to build, with the summer here in Texas once again giving us triple digit temperatures.  So, with the predictions being 101* degrees today, I will do my best to stay hydrated and cool.  That's my plans for the holiday, not much else to hope for being alone here in this house.  To all of you who have a life............please have fun and be safe while you enjoy today.

Sex......

This Venus and Mars thing is developing quite a  dilemma lately.  Especially so in my world.  I have invested money in a dating website, just to browse the men who are possibly lonely as well.  Being pounced upon for sex is not what I had in mind.  Yet, you will find that most of these idiots on this site, are doing just that.  If I report the one's who are doing it, there won't be a good selection of men left to choose from.  I have decided that one month of membership is going to be enough experience for me.  If someone nice doesn't raise his head in the next two weeks, then it's goodbye time for this place.  I don't need the crap, that I just experienced from one guy.

Last Few Days

It's been a boring few days, with the recent loss of privileges placed upon me.  I must endure for the next two months a life of  being alone, except for a few visits from my sister to go grocery shopping and out to lunch. The rest of the time, I'm stuck here at home with my trusty computer, cat and the daily existence.  Life has a way of getting away from you when you least expect it.  Often it is minimal with it's taunts, but at other times, it can get down right nasty.  I suppose I can fall back on my son's comment when he heard my demise.  "It could have been worse".  You know he's absolutely correct and so I will count my blessings, down my shoulder and plow through this ordeal.