It's Hot

The weather here is getting so hot and with it comes the dragging feeling of tiredness and laziness.  The humidity when we actually have rain, really works a number on me.  I'm sure that if I got a chance to score with a lucky guy, I wouldn't feel like doing much.  When I consider even the thought, I realize that the mosquito bites would start itching and drive me insane wanting to scratch.  Making love is surly out of out of the picture at the present.  Guess I'll have to let that subject slide for awhile.....

Sorry

Yeah, it's been awhile since I posted on here, but it's only because I've had to put up with crap that was always in the way.  As a matter of fact, all of my blogs have suffered because of one thing or another that has developed in my life.  I've been lonely and always trying to stay away from thinking about it.  Yet, there are times, I should be on here writing what I feel.  I think I want a relationship and then I start thinking about the pitfalls that come with one.  It's not long before I've talked myself out of it and am glad to be without someone in my life.  Guess I've just gotten old and set in my ways.  Lonely can wait on solitude and peace.